the 4th day they leave

i miss them so damn much ~~!
O~~M~~G~~! it just past 4 day .
haikss ~
skype with my long time didnt chat de bii miiya
i miss her damn much !
never take nap in the afternoon today .
we go sri petaling meet up to take dinner at there
after eequin reached.
hrmm .. got somethings happen
after settle the things oni go nite market wit bb
is reli damn long there .
its my 1st time go the nite market .
bought a necklace and sun glasses there
oppps ! and ate the coconut ice-cream
wieeeee ~ how nice is it. ^^
remember what you said ?
the promise, i hope you wont broke
prove me this time i didnt wrong
i dun wants after i trust all of it
only know its fake.
i hope my trust, my love.
wont break once again .! <3

3th day she leave

today is the third days Manyi Mei, Jamie leave
don't know how are they now
i seriously so miss them
even today is already third day
they might started get new friend at there
but never mind. is good things ^^
take good care @@
come back soon .
i MISS THEM ALOT !

dad bring me and bro to see myvi
he gonna buy it to me for go coll
but in coming 1 month
i have no car to go
this is what i worry now
mostly is dark grey i will take .
wanna eat tou fu fa and coconut ice-cream
so i asked my bb bring me go
but i feel too hungry
and so i ate pan mee at there
and he buy a sun glasses
i saw a white bag nice
but i have no money
so i don't plan to buy it
but my sor bb said buy it to me
and this is the 1st things he buy to me
i will like it damn much.!<3

2nd day without her

the 2nd day she's nt here wit me
i was here to think wat exercise she doin now?
will she feel hard ?
did she take care?
did she eat enuf ?
did she get cold ?
will she boring there ?
haiss.. all my brain is HER !
i reli miss her so much !
oppsss ~
and one more fren, Jamie !
she's a fren i knew not long
bt i feel she damn nicely, frenly
she goin NS oso
she have a white skin.
hrmm .. she sensitive of dirty
haiss
there will be very dirty i think
at dis time, i was think ..
can dis 3 month finis sooon ?
i hope to hug my MEI tight !
i wants to out wit Jamie !
LOL .. !!
i do reli MISS THEM SO SO SO MUCH !!
i hope they reli take very good care!
eat full everyday,nt to on diet there.
drink more water,nt to get sick at there.
carefully,nt to get hurt anywhere.
i pray everyday ..
dis 3 month can pass finis sooon !!!!!!!

meaningful

i like to view my bi miiya's blog.
cz she always updated and some nice post
even some post she's copy from others
bt it oso nice post, doesnt ?

boy's..let's read seriously !
其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子在冲他们发火后自己转过身却在不断啜泣。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不会真正去生他们的 气，因为她是真的喜欢他在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠 唠叨叨，也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。


你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来在乎你关心你， 怕你做错事情。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你 撒娇让你哄她，

在别人面前她都是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢你，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣， 让她即使生气也 不会超过2天。


这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不够在意 她不够懂她。

于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够迁 就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎 她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身 就是一种悲伤着 的无奈与幸福。

要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑， 那是更加的美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜欢你，所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，她 才不会去生气很 久。

你可知道，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是 很容易就碰伤摔 碎。

你可知道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她 的心，走的时候 却只留下伤害。


她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因 为真正值得她哭 的那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴里说着你 走开，心里却一 直叫你留下。

请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心，去听她心里真正的 呼唤，而不是她嘴里的口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后她跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候， 你看不见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果你喜欢她，请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她，请你多宠她； 如果你喜欢她， 请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心的声音，那是呐喊——请 拥抱她。


在爱情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证明自己爱得激烈 爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是，爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有你比我多我比 你少。

你爱她，她爱你，如此就已经足够。不要试图让彼此的伤害 ，让彼此更加脆 弱悲伤。


你们彼此相爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是快乐，不 是伤害。


不要用沉默宣战，不要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就冷 漠离去。


要知道，你离去的时候，你的眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪 光。


越是安静战火就越传，这是冷战也是彼此的伤害
无论是 怎么的复合，那 些伤口曾经存在，抹不去。


请跟她一个拥抱，用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角的 泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝你的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠 转身无声安静。

请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣战，因为冷战带来的伤害，超 出你的预计。 也 请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什么是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜欢 她的一切一切。


那么她所有的小性子所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里 都是撒娇。


也请记住，她喜欢你，她需要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说 着的也不是她的 真心话。

她只是想你宠她，想你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉

she leave T.T

i sleep alone at "my room"
gonna go see my mei last face today
she have to go sabah,kuching for NS
even i noe it wont be too worse
bt we never leave other so far
even we're not always find each
when i prepare to go
oni i realise bro had drive my car bak
i have no car go there
i cant see my beloved mei last face today
i feel too bad
dis following week i should find her
bt i duno day past so fast
therefore, only can keep sms wit her on fon
actually i got fall in sleep awhile
bt den my mom wake me up to breakfast
and we still sms-ing
i reli very worry about her
she is the best one for me forever
as she so noe me well too . :)
she forget to bring water there
haikss .. she js always make me worry
she in the bus until 10am oso havent go yet.
it edi 2 hours she sat inside there
until she said fon gonna no battery
she trying to sms me when reach there if still got fon
bt too bad ..
until nite i oso didnt get msg from her
i was so super miss her today!
no one can reli replace her in MY HEART !

jungle trekking? playing water ? XD

i was feel like..
DUN BLAME ME AS I NOE MY ENG NT SO WELL
AND IF EU CANT UNDERSTAND IT. TT
and its nt reli nice to read. ^^
waiting all come and meet up.
kai and zhong is nt joined dis.
onii 7 of us. 4 girl and 3 boi. XD
girl-jamie,quin,keng sein and me
boy-bb,yao and darren
they all said wanna until the waterfall
i afraid i will cant did it.
suddenly, somethings came out.
i asked my dad to buy me some sweet.
we walk back down and rested at there.
coconut and coconut jelly. nice !
*someone feel sorry to us.
and its nt a trouble. dun worrie.
still got many next chance.^^*
so we all plan to go play water in zhong's house
which is at shah alam
bt dis time, keng sein nt join and kai joined.
can eu imagine how to sit 7 ppl in a car ?
and we did! XD
reached there edi is 6 somethings in the evening.
we play until at nite.
after bathing, some of them go singing.
went to mamak to have our dinner.
no choise, we all have nt much money. :)
had a road block while on the way home.
and i quickly went under and hit.
bt we oso got stopped cz darren speeding
bt lucky the police is dumb.
cz he didnt check the passengers inside XD
finally get home. <3
bt i left my lovely pillow and shoes at his house.TT

yam cha . LOL

waiting bb come and fetch me
den went to jojo to meet michelle and momo
wait them finis their food and fetch home
went to McD delivery food to his bro ^^
it was very late. sorry ~!
rush to lrt to fetch my sis
bt oso very late . sorry ~
bt sorry to my bb too.cz keep mafan him
after fetch her home we pick up manyi n kylie
to sri petaling kinrara minum
they 2 silly . =P
when we wanna home bt its raining
bb run to take car drive nearest to us
THX !!
when i reach home oni realise sis had edi goin
so i rush to drive there oso .
bt she is not home wit me.
and i bit tot i was lost the carpark ticket
finally i found it and back home.
yamcha wit jason,mooloo,xiangmei,cassandra n vincent
home to prepare to bb house.
bcz next day we need to jungle trekking with fren
and the 1st time doin tat. [i means jungle trekking]

the 1st day

cant even sleep well
until morning 6am wake up to prepare .
and waiting bb come fetch
after fetch kai to coll
we on the way back his home
bt den after reach his home
his grandmom got some problem
and so he had to fetch her to aunt house
have no time to take rest again
so after preparing at his house
we goin to fetch ppl
which is .. 'darren,eequin,pupa and yao'
6 ppl sitting in a kenari. LOL
meet up wit others ..
duno why will seperate awhile
and den all goin to play skating
hais.. i poor of it .
i dun even noe how to play it again
cz there is nt nice to skate again >.<
some of them still feel playing
so, me,bun,darren and kai went to eat at A&W
after eating is movie time
"pandora" ?? stupid bt damn funny movie
went to a place to had our dinner
which is near by lrt b.jalil
share a apple juice wit bb
and i orther a mushroom ^.-[:P]
went back to his house and prepare next event
is clubbing time
so damn long didnt club wit them edi
can eu imagine?
its FRIDAY nite
bt there've nt much ppl !!!
started is bored. bt..
slowly, get few more table ppl
and we start to enjoy it .
woooow ~ can i say.. its great ?? LOL
hrmm .. after it went yam cha
and i hungry, so had a mee to eat
bt den oso cant finis it .
so my bb help to finis . ^.^
emm ..
can imagine 7 ppl in a kenari will how?
LOL!! and we did.. ^^V
10 ppl staying his house.
bt most of them edi.. 'DRUNK' XDD
nvm .. at least .. i can see all enjoyed it
tat was my day today . :) peacee ~

sport day!yellow cheer champion

js wake up den have to help cheer do things
is very lucky i can drive.
i thk they are strees
when we reached there, they still havent finis
so damn worries bout them
emm ..
is so hard to wait until time past
and now is cheer time
all ppl stay around there
oppps ~ sch sound system is BADD !
and so yellow's cheer did great job
we get a chance to dance all over again
when waiting the result ..
some ppl edi noe it
when we heard.. yellow cheer is 1st
woooots ~ how hapiie to all of us.
i have to drive 2 round to fetch all ppl
we all celebrite at pizza hut
bt i home early. :)
GREAT JOB YELLOW ~! ALWAYS SUPPORT !

SPM result is come out . T.T

woooow ~ very stress today .
eu cant guess how pressure am i
i wont easy show it out.
nt slept very well
fetch manyi along to sch
and ready to get our result
we walk very slowly and stressful
we saw many ppl took it
wait im ready to get it.
i ask manyi to stay by my side
i was RELI FREAKING SCARE !!!
when i get it..
even not to say good, bt oso nt bad
i js feel lucky my result nt tat bad
hrmm ..
math-b
b.i,sn-c
acount,b.c-d
b.m,moral-e
sj,pd,eko-g
hrmm ..
wat to say ? nvm niaa ..
i reli do my best ler ~ >.<
at least i did get 3 c le
after dis me,manyi and cmy went to pyramid
to meet calvin tat 3 years didnt see each
bt they goin to movie
so we oni can walk at there
we saw soo yee,yingki and joey
and most my fren and cousin ask bout my result
went to shop awhile and sushiKING
bt the food there doesnt nice anymore
meet them up after movie at starbuck.
having nite movie wit yao,bun and kai.
cz they noe i get 3 c.
dis is our after 5 month oni meet.Lol
thx anywhere for the movie. ^^

Hapiie Birthday bf Mikii !

today oso my bf Miki birthday ..
here to wish her all dream come truee ..
with her boi boi hapiie always .
hrmm ..
dis year form 4 le ..
dun play too over la bf ^^
take care ohh ! <3

The Promise ?

wake up at 1pm somethings
even edi sleep for long time ..
but still will feel tired bt duno why
facebook again ..
dis seems edi be a part of my life.
sudden saw someone fb bcum add fans
and read a post ..
the post make me angry ? dissapointed ?
all of it i get .
once again make me dissapointed .
make me think of .. he broke promise again ?
and few question come out from my mind ..
1.mayb still love .. but edi not much
2.i am nth to him ? nth special or even .. important
3.should i reli do tat
4.he nt appreciate me
5.why he always did the same things to me
i take it seriously and eu ?
all my meaning is rubbish ?
wat eu wan me to do huh ...?!
freedom i give eu ..
rest i give eu ..
i nt disturb eu when eu dun need me .
and eu duno wat i wan ?
mayb .. i reli should give up dis time .
how much chance i give ,
eu wont noe .
how much hurt i get ,
eu wont noe .
how dissapointed am i ,
eu wont noe too .
i take every promise seriously ..
and i noe i did many wrong too ..
bt it edi much more than the line i can tahan .
its too DEEP !
we are end ! from dis mins .
eu dun have to noe .
cz i cant feel it . eu js mm sek dak . dun eu?

fren:dun come ask me anythings happen to me.
the ppl care me will noe everythings.
the ppl will noe who i need dis moment.
eu dun need to noe. i dun plan to tell eu too .!
*for those ppl i dun need !*

HAPIIR BIRTHDAY GUYS !!38 day !

today is 38 fu nv jie
and oso 2 of my fren birthday ..
here to wish them a HAPIIIE BIRTHDAY !
wish their great wish come true ..
1 of them taking result at tarC today
1 of them taking result SPM this thurs
so, wish their result is flying colour
* means is very good de result ! *
since nth to do at home ..
find eddie out for lunch wit me .
use 1 hours to find out his house and rain !
went to old town to have my "favorite"
and chit-chat there for 1 hours .!
is nice to lunch wit eu EDDIE !! huh !
is finis working time ..
after fetch him home .
i use ONE HOURS to bak my home !
and now, i goin to sleep ..
most early today .
is just 9pm !! mayb too tired .. nite ! ^^

MEANINGFUL POST !

dis is wat i copy from bii blog ..
it so got meaning ..
but i dun thk can found 1 bar ..
haha .. mayb onii when im dreaming ?? XD
Let's read it girls and boys !



1.向新朋友介绍女友时，请搂着她的腰，而不是站在一旁 用手指点。

2.在街上遇见美女凝视时间不超过5秒，并迅速指出那位美女与她相比较的美中不足。

3.如果她做错了事，心里已经很难过，请主动承担起你应该甚至不应该承担的责任吧。

4.听女友话的男人才会有出息，所以，你要乖乖听她的话。

5.她可以欺负你，但你绝对不可以欺负她，因为她虽然欺负你，但是每次有什么好东西，她第一个想到的就是你!

6.要是她朝你哭，你要不厌其烦地哄她，直到她破涕为笑!

7.把她的照片帖到钱包，手机……一切经常看到的地方。

8.离开她绝对不超过十天以上

9.在她的朋友面前，希望你可以表现得比平时更疼爱她和紧张她的样子。

10.大男人不表示霸道.

11.温柔不等于没主见。

12.潇洒不等于没交代

13.不要老是在我问她“去那里比较好”，“吃什么”等等的时候说“随便”，这不等于是你在迁就她，只表示你没有心思搭理她.

14.要经常对她说“我爱你”，否则她会假设你不爱她

15永远不要在公众场合对她呼呼吼吼又或是撇下她一人。

16.她做错事情的时候教训她不要紧，最重要的是在那之后要哄

17.发脾气时不要不理她，不要给时间她让她冷静，其实她完全不需要时间冷静。

18.可以陪自己的朋友，但一定要重色轻友。

19.她看动画片，你不但不准笑话她，还要跟她一起看。

20.在她想你时，争分夺秒地挤出时间与她约会

21.看她的眼神无比专注。

22.话的语气情深意长。

23.能做到客观的得看到其它优秀的女孩，但主观认为她才是最好的

24.有女孩和你说话，你要拉着她的手，如果她恰巧不在旁边，那么请你跟她们保持距离。

25.过马路的时候牵着她的手。

26.要懂得珍惜和她在一起的每分钟。

27.就算再忙，每天都不忘打一个问候的电话28．要常常唱情歌给她听。

29.两个人都有发火的权利，但不能同一天, 如果那一天她发火了，那你就不可以发火了。

30.女友生活中不顺心，你要循循善诱、帮忙分析，提出建设性方案若干

31.要非常爱你的女友---她，坚决拥护女友的决定，服从女友的领导。

32.留意其它女生不得超过5秒钟，看同一女生累计不得超过5次。

33.即使全世界的人都不相信她，你也要无条件相信她。因为她也会同样对你。

34.她穿了好看的衣服，你要衷心赞美。

35.严禁在女士(3岁－80岁)面前耍贫，放电。若有违反，视情节严重程度，由女友从严、从快进行严厉打击.任何人、任何形式的狡辩，抵赖都将按妨碍司法公正论处。

36.不抽烟。一经发现立即开除。

37.与女友吵架每次陈述不得超过3分钟(含)，音量不得超过20分贝(含)。

38.要加强锻炼，强健身体,一口气抱她上到五楼

39.在她心情遭透，蛮横发脾气的时候，抱抱她，而不是和她理论。

40.希望不会出现手机没电而她又没有其它办法联系到你的现象，如果能频频主动打电话告诉她“我想你了”并随时汇行踪则更好。

41.她身上有很多缺点，她已经够苦恼了，请不必随时向她提醒。

42.女友不讲理是撒娇而不是撒野。

43.她所有的事情都好想跟你分享、虽然你不一定会明白但是希望你会装做你在听。

44.女友送的东西一定要天天带在身边

45.最重要的一点：要永远认为女友是对的。因为...她是最爱你!!

SCARY morning >

keep awake in the morning
too scare tat alone in the house
but like no one noe my feeling ..
js the blur pig keep advise me
and he make me fall to sleep ..
thx ! blur pig ! ^^
tat house always keep gaduh .
9 something am keep gaduh
wake up and have a look wat happen ..
den fall back to sleep . ^^
until 11 something i faster clean things
after tat walk to another house .
i saw neighbour house tat car ..
omgg ! the red paint until like tat .. [ignore]
den watch awhile tv .
since no one find me in the afternoon
until 3 somethings i fetch my mom to dentist
am i guai ?? haha .. yes ! I AM !! XD
pui her buy things and wait her cut hair .
wash sofa after tat .
omgg ! today reli so guai since no place to go. XD

yam cha and celebrite

since nth to do ..
everyday js now to facebook-ing at house
around 4 somethings handson said use 20km/ to fetch me out
den we go nearby house area had some food for lunch
and he js wash his love white car . XD
chit-chat awhile gonna rain ..
his car gonna be dirty again .. cham .! ^^
he gonna clb his birthday tonite at maison
b4 dis i reli dun wanna out to club ..
but after tat since so sien at home .
so i ask him to fetch me too .
i plan to buy him a piece of cake form S.R
but he duno wat cake he like ..
so i js choose which i feel nice
he's late . but oso better ^^
noe a nice gal call grace .^^
waited miss wong and mr tan come ..
is super long time and bored at the beginning
i dun even noe one of them
after they coming oni slowly start
and keep dancing wit grace ..
she's great of dancing !
i need to run out from maison le.. >< [too poor]
after club we walk to yam cha
the mamak tat i long time didnt go edi.
still kena road block and paid rm20 ..
after reach home ..
we saw my neighbour car park at outside
edi give ppl put red paint ..
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!
SO SCARE ARRRRR !
somemore still stay alone at a empty ppl house
no one will noe how my feel is it ..
mayb i thk too much ..
but my house area is not safety okiie !?!?
fren tired of club . js ask to sleep
my someone is being pig . ><
the onii one care me is my BLUR PIG !
i tot he is sleeping .. but still keep advise me
until make me reli fall to sleep ..
reli SO THX HIMMMMM !!!!! ^^
but at last oni i noe he are not .!
he js finis eating dimsum mayb ? LOL .