i will try to update my blog tml ..
or during my my exam timee . =)
it js take my few mins.
so it wont make me forget to study ..
hehe .!
dearr .. bii .. babee .. bao beii .. babyy !
promise take good care ya ~!
mwaksss .. Loves u all !

suppose to skul.. but js skip it
js woke up n turn on my fon
" eengor eengor ... " fon msg keep ringing
finally out MV wit bii miiya le
meet up front the baskin robin n give a big hug*
visit my dear den kim gary eat
my bii havent eat.. she gonna let me beat
saw my primary skul fren
after tat go for movie.. suppose watch "jennifer's body"
bt js left front seat. so we decide to watch "poker king"
its damn damn funny. 'Go watch Go watch'
thinking how bout the party..
bii stay over den wait my fren finis work n fetch back home
den we were infront the comp play n wait the respond
she js finis took bath he edi reached
lucky my hair not too wet, den she go dry hair awhile
after fetch bii momo n winnie. i damn miss miki so
we sit in the car 1 hours plus n ass gonna bin jo
js for finding a place to yam cha
kena road block some more..
i will check quik b4 out wit her nxt time. [sorry]
have lots fun in the car. n yam cha
a place which so near babe yuki area
stay outside my home waiting ...
after decided.. bii miiya stay over my house
after curi those pillow we go new house stay
woots.. js we 2 stay there n have a long conversation
until 5 something oni sleep.
but got abit scare she cant fall in sleep lur. =)
wish got a chance can all together stay over there ..
chat a long conversation without no family at tat house. ^^

issh ~ kena curi take pic by bii miiya.

hahahaha .. catch her back. =P

our cake n soup.

damn much mushroom' =]

he not bad in dis pic .. thx to me pls .=)

hapiie birthday goon kee

"hapiie birthday goon kee!"

i was late to green box meet up them.

when i reached, all song i hear is old song.

so i ask them:" today we sing huai jiu jing qu ?"

wai chuang have book a cake for her.

so we changed to another room[his fren] to celebrite

b4 tat she duno anythings..

actually me oso reached the n kai li told me onii noe.

we dun dare to sing at there.

cz his fren sing reli so geng.

after while i rush go mid to meet chng win n nicole jie.

choose a present for them to teacher.

find a spegetti shop, but too exp.

so we change to eat at pizza hut.

it not nice seriously..

after eat onii we saw another spegetti shop wit cheap.

swt!! watever.. he fetch me rush go tuition.

but they didnt come! argh~~~!!!

dis was my busy date today. =)

actually today got seminal. but all of them havent wake up
3 pig is sleeping at living room n one pig at another room.
after i woke up again.. daniel had leave edi. he have to work.
den chatting wit baby marcus n nathelie.
finally another 2 pig wake up oso le.
walk to KLCC take our lunch.
plan to eat Mc. but its too full, so change to eat KFC
me n nathelie have no money so guy pay for us 1st.
after it we found the way to walk back.
too many entrance le n outside is raining.. swt..
have alot of fun in a room.
until 5 ~ 6 something.
finally they wanna back le.
after fetch nathelie den put darren down at U lrt
wanna pay back but zhe say no need.
thx guy ! it reli got fun there. ^^

at nite,home..
me n sis watching a drama at living room.
den sudden bell ring
i look out from window n saw a police car outside.
actually is not police. n dad fren.
after tat oni we noe beside us tat house kena masuk pencuri
n the time was js i alone at home.
i duno about it. soo lucky is not our home.
if not i oso duno wat will happened le.
but it oso bad, cz tat house is oso my skulmate home.
but me wit bro still so 38 take pic wit the police car.Lolzzz...

today i wait until last mins oni let nick noe will go club wit.
faster prepare my stuff den wait my baby marcus come fetch me.
i tot inside car js got me, baby n darren.
actually i cant recognize darren. but he still rmb me..
Lolss.. inside the car still got one guy call daniel.
we meet up harry at his home down stair makan.
all meet up at G-po house n waiting...
our nite coming..
i was bored at the 1st.
after tat noe some new fren. den fun n dance together lur.
finis club wit go beside mamak yamcha n play game.
omgg~ baby marcus wit zhe.. hoho. will get nite mare? XD
some video still in my fon.
some are blur edi.. onii can stay over..
until 5 something morning onii fall in sleep.
her house got 3~4 dog.
i noe they cute, but so sorry tat i was so scare of it. )=

i wish everyone would enjoy to read my blog.
if got anythings wrong.
just told me and i goin to do it better. =)

in a minutes,
ii suddenly awake from a dream..
infront of comp [ i not means sleeping tat "dream" ]
i have no memories now..
when everytime i tot it was my greatful memory,
but js a few minutes, days or years .
it all will be change.
no one can keep the memory as last long.
it have been forgetful by everyone.
i have no regret, cz i do appreciate before..

here's to intro some my dearest tat i feel important to me.
hrmm .. some might have no pic,
some.. might the pic not too nice. sorry !

kiro. the one i LOVE so much.

so like to play dota too de guy. ==

can be so funny + 38 .

he walk in my life n make everythings change.

sometime i do jealous or unhappy that somethings he did i dun like.

but i wont stop him.

cz if do it i just will feel myself more self fish.

however my fren told me. i know they care me.

but no one know. how much he change me deep.

or even .. how i much i need him so.

casper. my beloved kai gor. like called him PIG GOR !

the first kai gor tat i have. oso the one i ever had.

remove knew him.. he have nth duno about me.

when in the love way i get hurt.

he will come and pui me.

make some stupid things to make me laught.

anyone bully me. even family or fren..

he oso oni one know it. no one can change him in my heart.

when i saw him. not to talk too much too.

i oso can laught until he beh tahan me.

i oso duno why. just feel he too cute n good to me. <3

manyi. the girl i so like to called SOR PO ! jimui too.

a girl that i knew at bus since form 1.

haha .. she is one of my fren's sis.

not stick together always.. but when i got anythings.

will share everythings to each.

sad will hug her. hapi will hug her. ^^

and my family know her deep.

go out with her my family oso not tooo worry . XD

MANYI !! seee eu are soo IMPORTANT de leh ..

dun perasan there.

cz.. she are the ppl that so perasan XD [ kidding ]

she is a funny, cute girl.

yuki. my bro's lover. oso my babe.

age big but just seems a siu mui mui .

sometime called sor po or din po . XD

she cute too. but better dun ask her plan anythings..

cz the things she plan will not be nice. [SORRY!]

chat or hang out with her. eu can just feel the fun.

sometime like to zat her.

but when eu see her get bully or unhapi.

eu will feel to pretect her.

yuin baby. sorry have no show up ur pic.

duno when started she walk in my baby life too.

when she got anythings will find me.

try to give her the best advise.

i care of her. when she feel unhappy.

but got a long time didnt meet.

gonna miss her much.

cz she js finis PMR n i have to prepare for SPM.

kyo aka eddie. 38 lou is wat i always called him .
"38 is SDN BHD for me to called him"XD
eu cant imagine how i knew him.
haha .. its reli the most funny things
after get this fren. i reli get alot of fun and joke.
hang out with him no need to think others.
just enjoy it and eu will laugh until wan die.
but careful.. cz he always FFK me. ==


kaito aka jeremy. a baby that i knew from 38 kyo.
haha.. he will shy shy sometime..
try to talk cantonese with him.
and he will give eu a respon and eu will laugh.
he can make me smile.
a funny, cute until feel wan to cubit .^^


jason. my 2nd important kai gor.
even no chat always.. but he oso very care about me.
when he sad.. will find me..
i will not like to see him that sad.
mayb he chong dong. but he love the girl i can feel.
hope his girl can reli appreciate him.
gor.! now working a danger work.
hope he reli be extra careful.


jiankai. the ppl i called him blurpig always.
not know each so long.
but he same age n month with me.
feel got fate to be fren wit him..
everythings oso can talk .. always zat together..
bad blurpig.. XD but actually he's good.
even not know each too long.
but.. a real good fren that i need so much.
i feel sorry to him.
cz always mafan him..
2 time at outside no transport to back home.
and he free come and fetch me.
BLUR PIG! THX SO MUCH!
not to think back about that le kays..
dis whole world still got many... Girls .XD

momo. my sor bii.

hrmmm .. haha ..

the one who super duno how to do math.

keep do the revision i gave.

so cham..

but can feel she will put effort.

funny bii. but sometime sot sot .

haha .. mayb like dis onii good ma.

can fun everytime.

sometime will share something to each . ^^

jovi. my skulmate. have a long time didnt meet.
cz at first he was a good fren ..
after somethings he like changed to be bad.
so not tat too close. dis year meet him back.
i feel he changed to another person.
i will feel to care about dis fren.
chill ya .. jia you ! dun always so emo.
anythings.. still got me n him . ^^


potter. a good fren.. knew from .. dun feel to said.
he's my primary skulmate. but tat time still duno each.
he reli so good. i got any transport problem or wat .
he oso will help me. and he like to make fun.
but less meet. when go out yam cha or anythings.
eu will feel like kik sei. cz... haha .. better dun said his bad word.
but he have no oso . cz he always js make fun fun n fun.!
out wit him oso jus can be laugh..
but.. always wan me intro girl to him.
but i never do once to him..
i feel too SORRY to him .=)

marcus. poor baby. bad baby! XD

knew him same as potter dun feel to said.

not much to talk. but he care me sometime.

he is a guiltar player..

if he free .. he can make eu laught too.

some more still got sor po phui, bii miiya, babe michelle, bao bei yan yan, bao bei bei bei, babe nikii, kai gor hui yee, best fren wai yee n chiew wen, chng win .

these all is in my heart.

if didnt list out. pls dun come here and
complain me.

eu should noe how eu treat me if reli tat
good.

All dearest.! might i have sometime didnt do the best to eu all.

wish can get the forgive from eu all.

and i need so thx! u all acc me so much.

i LOVE eu.! hope eu wont forget me if long time didnt chat.

cz .. gonna SPM le. might reli cant chat for a long time.

promise me tat eu will so take good care urself ! <3

1st . i need to wish my mom [chinese day] happy birthday !
2nd. need to wish his mom hapiiie birthday !

today damn tired ... sien ..
woke up n take bath den go UCSI take the extra 5 hours account tuition class
my ass reli gonna "bin" jo ..
lucky mom got give me bring "cha xiu fan"
i eat inside when resting ^^
sorry ~ but i reli too hungry jo .
after finis it wait jo around half hours.

countdown 2 days. =)
tml tot can go eat spegetti wit fren d ..
but they said dun wan go jo .. haihss ..
hope tml nite da shabu-shabu wont off lu ..
hehe !
hoping my birthday coming soon too <3

no one will know how much i love him..
even how much he love me too.
from the day together with him..
edi know the way is hard to walk..
but we hold each hand to walk it hardly..
past by so many things..
should trust each..
but something he did..
i dun like just like somethings i did he dun like too..
but something he did..
i reli cant control self feeling..
cz.. i feel its his freedom. and the trusted.
i dun wanna stop him..
like wat he wont stop me as sometime..
i wont like to tell eu wat i dun like eu did..
as everythings tat eu wont like to tell me too.

I'M SO SORRY !!!
but onii the one things i can tell eu is.. ..
I LOVE YOU in my whole lifee. my dear ^^

today i tot my fren will leave early .
so me and manyi reach there around 12pm .
there have not much ppl.
and i kept try play da fast speed.
but it still js normal.. haihss ..
play until 6 something
wait blur pig(good fren) come fetch me
very tired, got abit feel dun wanna go my last nite le.
but i thk it was mom n my celebrition..
so better dun absent it.
i buy a new shirt today for tonite oso..
actually should go his house b4 10..
den i need to wait yuki come my house.
cz i ask my fren to fetch her
but i scare bro will not fetch me.
so i asked my kai gor..
1st he said not goin.. so i js can depends on bro.
if he not fetching i oso not goin le..
den dis time kai gor sms me.
n tell me tat he are bluffing me.
ask me to wait him come fetch me. haha ~
n my dear dear called me ask me must go.
kai gor js pui me go there awhile ..
but he drink so much ..
my stuff leave his car so i follow him.
but i feel he so blur .. damn worry him..
so happiiie today finally meet..
my most important dear kiro ^^ and..
[ bii-momo,miiya,min fin n dear joan ]
so thx to them ...

full of programe today ..
first .. roller at carefour [ js play for celebrite ^^ ]
i have 2 week didnt go le .. omg
sure gonna be ha zai later liaoo ><
back home n take a rest ..
n at nite.. dis nite.. should be my last nite. =)
haihss .. duno wad lehh ..
scare of tonite ..
casper gor, miiya bii will go party tonite. wieee
haha ..
finally 1st time went wit them n can meet her le..
damn long didnt see her jo ..
dis few day she ask me out oso didnt pui dou her.
cz.. reli busy niaa..
im so sorry bi ! ^^

finally singK at sg.wang greenbox later at 2 pm. =)

OMG ~! today not yet 11 pm i edi feel super tired n SLEEPY liaoo

zou gong's son gonna find me chat ..

tml will go singK ? hope can ..

but if they dun wan le .. i wont do anythings oso .

respect it . ><

i miss tat nite even drunk <3
but soo sorry to my dear =C

today reli bored . js stay home nth to do ..
fren' cancel da club plan .. haihss .
some more da stupid organ teacher .
oso duno how to say her jo. damn suck !


原来我就是没有用
无论对还是错
只要是让我心痛， 不开心
眼泪都会自动得流了出来
我可不可以不要这样的自己？
我很讨厌这样的我
不是说过要勇敢，坚强一点的吗？
怎么还是能那么容易的流下了眼泪啊

原来，我只是一个过路人
对你，一点也不重要
就算没有了我也没关系
无所谓
这关系已经厌倦了
我会扮演好我的角色
只做那不起眼地，不重要地，很普通的一个朋友
也谢谢你在我的生活里画了一些颜色
让我看得更多
[这一切都没有关系到我最爱的人--他 ^^]

最笨的一天

原来, 我还是那笨笨的我
我知道和她们的关系已经完全不一样了
其实我也不知由几时开始的
每次我找你们谈天还是什么都不理我
就连你下来了我也不知道
我不开心到底我做了什么你们要那样对我？
有时,我感觉你们对我真得很假,我很讨厌
但我没理会,因为我还当你们是我要好的babe
最近,我以为已经开始不在乎你们了
再也不会找你们了,
但是,当我看了你们的部落格
我竟然还会为了你们的事情感到不开心
你们的不开心我只能从那里得到
原来,我还在乎你们
这时,很想控制自己的感觉
但我的心让我知道我做不到
我衷心希望你们能快乐每一天
能得到自己的幸福
不管你们会不会再找我也好
或许就连一个普通也普通不过的朋友也不如
你们还会是在我心里想在乎的..永远！

blog will be upload new in dis few day .

err .. will got few new post upload ^^