dis holiday dun even hav ur acc .

but da day . da mood i super down .

eu called me . i feel myself so sor po .

thx ~ ! eu will always here wit me . =)

eu start to work now .

dis holiday i full of program .

cz i noe . i left not much time to play .

i need to prepare everythings after my birthday . ^^

now slowly stop everythings as i can .

but i still will keep enjoy my lifee ..

my mood will be great js bcz euu .

i love eu .

take careeee ~ !

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mayb.. everythings edi change .

mayb.. im not da important for eu .

mayb.. i should leave .

i cant feel da empty place to stand it .

i will back to da beggining .

back to da place i should stand at .

im sorry if destroy eu in a long time .

js let us be back .

its time to say .. Good Bye !

even how much i dun wish to said it .

mm se dak ? its edi da same for me .

js wanna stop my crying on nowadays .

im seriously tired .

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mayb js in a short time .

yea.. mayb .. myself oso not sure .

when i can cover back my sadness .

i promise.. i will be fine and..

try to being strong de . ^^

today nth special ..

oso very early wake up den go eat last breakfirst wit cousin at penang .

den come back KL le ..

while we stop at ipoh find lunch eat .

we at there keep go around find da best .

den some oso tutup jo .

swt ..

5 something den reach home le .

im not enjoy my penang trip dis time .

they js keep rushing for no reason .

most enjoy while i taking photo at my hotel room ytd XD

SADNESS DESTROY ME ..

today wake up at 8 den prepare everythings and went ipoh .

we're late and simply found a restaurant to eat our lunch .

cz uncle went to others side le ..

i was sleeping in car on da whole way we coming back from penang to ipoh

and ipoh til half way onii im awake .

5 somethings we reach home and i online ..

sudden 2 ppl ask me to go roller dis wed or thurs .

swt ! i hope to go too . decide when to go now . ^^

actually plan to write wat i have been happen at penang dis 2 days.

but .. after i read few ppl blog .

i suddenly dun feel to write .

who eu wan to write to ? i cant feel the love .

and so make me have no mood .

maybe .. im wrong .

plan not to write blog a moment ..

wish my feel can get better when i didnt saw it .

i think time can cover my sadness .

i noe my fren will support wat im choose always .

SORRY ! to my feel and those who so caring and love me .

js let my feel be better den so i will be back .

i dun need a fake ppl .

i js need a real ppl while wit me .

if im wrong . eu can tell me .

i js a normal girl . not supergirl .

need ppl care my feeling .

oso trying to care ppl feeling .

dun understand me . js let it be .

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early morning uncle n dad keep wake us up .
cz scare will jam when on da way to penang .
actually if dis time nt cz of something n lont time didnt see my cousin .
i dun thk i wan to go too .
when reached there my sifat gonna bin jo .
after meet my cousin den she bring us find hotel ..
but too bad .. every hotel oso full edi .. damn bo song liaoo .
i so hate my uncle.. even he so care my while i was very young.
finally find a cheap cheap hotel tat hav no star but oso better than dun hav .
tat time edi soo late . so we go eat dinner den back hotel sleep .
tat was my 1st day at penang . js tat so simply ..

we didnt say treat anything .. but my uncle called his daughter n said my dad treat eat dinner .
i feel he treat my dad lik a driver lor .. he didnt even drive once while at penang!
eating pay from my dad . my dad drive everytime . hotel oso my dad paid !
wat he treat us like ? i HATE !!

stay at home whole day and nth to do .

at nite my cousin's fren come our house talk about cousin problem

let us and her family noe .

tml need follow my parent and uncle go penang to solve somethingss ..

damn worries about her . haihss ~

actually plan wan go roller with my fren de .

but they told me late le .

cz i let them noe tat i will go le .

and i long time didnt go penang edi .

oso can go there visit my cousin and so travel . ^^

man please APPRECIATE the women eu love even she not there wit eu .

DO NOT go find another woman and ARGREE eu love her infront wife .!

not suck things plss .

damn HATE dis kind of man .

wat ppl father lik dis .

omg la !

dun let me get dis kind of ppl .

kill sei him .!!

he're USELESSSSSSSSSSS ~!

exam makes me feel so tired .

the subject i care i need to wake up at 4 somethings to study .

it will make me easier to rmb .

and i sleep around 12pm ..

omg ! reli sooooo tired for me.

finally today is our last time

today hav no exam so i staying home play game. suddenly get a call from her.

ask can acc to sg.wang to choosing somethings.

and im so free so i goin. we meet at monorail den hanging around.

she keep seeing shirt and buy it. omg ! i wan to buy too .

but i cant . js can look around .. haihsssss ~

we waiting our fren outside green box .

suddenly 2 guy come and ask my num .

and i was js wearing a black shirt, normal short pants and slipper onii .

omg ! wat the feel they give me is 'lala'

and i shake my head edi so obviously is NOT !

they stand there more awhile for sure .

i hav no eye to see .. XD ..

den acc them hanging around the sg.wang .

walk until i soo tired . i saw a shoes nice .

next time must go buy it . hiak hiak ~ ^^

will be show back all my blog tml .. sorry ya !!
support me ohh my dearest fren ^^
niteeeeee ~!
makss .

today i so guai lui staying at home . cz at nite wanna go concert wit sis n 2 bro.

we rushing prepare den go the stadium .

is soooooo FAR from the stage .

infront oso not so nice at all . but still okiiie .

den around 10 something hav some electric current terbakar .

i saw it . then not more awhile is all service down le .

i rmb tat time is thailand chin singer at the stage and he edi post .

den suddenly lik tat he oso dunno wat happen at there .

hahahahaha ! its stop about 40 mins oni start back da concert .

after tat is too high . cz ..

fang da tong . [ai ai ai , nothing's gonna change my love for you ]

justin . [ kue jin yi sei jou ]

and many moreeee ~

tooo nice to hear jo .

omg ~~~~!!!

but no fren crazy wit me even i feel da song make me very high .

finis da concert about 1 somethings am .

wow . its the 1st concert i went for so long and late .

after tat bro bring us go buy some Mc food to eat den back home .

today wait after all finis take dinner and rest awhile .

den start celebrate back my broo birthday .

eating cake and taking alot pic .

but dis year got abit special .

cz get one more member in the house .

the ppl isss ... dang dang dang dang ~ > YUKI

hahahaha ..

[ pic will be upload next day ]

they wake us up early too .
today go small 'miao bai bai'
den go queensbay mall shop n wait my another cousin come from KL .
at there saw wen wei fen .. n hav a look da roller place..
wow .. its so big . n let me saw somethings more i interested .
ma tong restaurant .. omg ~~~!!
n had our lunch at there too .
i feel nth to eat . so i go jusco buy a ricee .. its js RM 8 somethingss !!!

den go sheng qi san .. until it tutup XD

den go near beach makan dinner .

which oso near da gurney mall .

after dinner oso shope awhile at there den back hotel .^^

my pitureee ! ^^

taking my breatfirst . =]

trying pants . ^^

but didnt buy it ..

exp . ><

da ma tong restaurant i found .. omg !

i wan try to eat leh ..

but tat time rush .. haihss .

me n my mom lunch ..

cz we dun feel anything to eat there .

so go jusco buy these . ^^ very deliciousss ~!

when da sun goin down ..

finding parking n eat our dinner . ^^

my cousin daughter ..

she are damn Q .

but oso naughty . =)

love her sooo ~

da nice things i found near da place i ate dinner .

my lovely sor sor mom . (=

today pic .

heh ~~

today after skul i wait yuki coming and hav a cook to birthday boii ..

but she was so late . she duno wat to buy .. haihsss

den when she reach my home . we were rushing to cook it .

cz .. if we eat late . we scare cant take dinner .

she never cook it before . so i helping her so much ..

omg ! its amazing .. haha .

da speggeti is delicious for da ppl who 1st time cook .

yuki ! need thx to me leh .. hahaha !

we prepare early and go take our dinner steak

wow .. [ hou hou sik arrrrr ~ XD ]

and we order some white wine to drink oso .

woots ~ after the dinner all oso blur blur and soo tired jo .

too bad tml i hav to skul to take exam .

so birthday bro wit his gf yuki go quattro .

haihsss ~

but it was a funny day today oso . ^^

[ pic will be upload next day ]

nothings gonna change my love for you - fang da tong

if i had to live my life without you near me

the days would all be empty

the nights would seem so long

with you i see forever oh so clearly

i might have been in love before

but it never felt this strong

our dreams are young and we both know

they'll take us where we want to go

*hold me now , touch me now

i don't want to live without you

#nothing's gonna change my love for you

you oughta know by now how much i love you

one thing you can be sure of

i'll never ask for more than your love

nothing's gonna change my love for you

you oughta know by now how much i love you

the world may change my whole life through

but nothing's gonna change my love for *you#

if the road ahead is not so easy

our love will lead the way for us

like a guiding star

i'll be there for you if you should need me

you dont't have to change a thing

i love you just the way you are

so come with me and share the view

i'll help you see forever too

(*)(#)

today got 2 way to go . either sunway or sg.wang .

i choose to go sunway got my fren invite me to watch final destination 4

wow .. is so ci kik .. i keep beat my fren . XD

and we.. buy sushi and a unagi rice curi curi take into the cinema eat inside

muahahahaha .. it was our funny 1st time do dis kind of thingss ..

cz i too hungry and we too feel wan to eat sushi but hav no time .

so oni can do dis kind things . lalala ~

haihsss .. den wait bus back home .. gonna give my fren play sei me .

but at last he so gentleman wait me take bus oni back home .

thxxx for da treat ! hehe ^^

wat is our next trip ya ?? haha ..

how bout our .. 18th years old BIRTHDAY !!

hey .. ! its my big day dis year oso leh eu noeeee ?!!? hehehe !

today so guai lui stay at home whole day .

at nite actually plan go poppy de, but fren lik cancel edi .

so i follow my fren go cocobanana, b4 tat i tot will so bored .

saw winnie at da entrance .

i saw all my most funny fren tat i've been met .

and oso a suck bitch tat i hate so much oso my 'daddy' ex .

and i met chell awhile there den she back le, still got minmin wit me ^^

dance wit them so crazy .

feel got abit dizzy le den i js sit a side .

i ask fren go play . but many of them oso take care me and they tired too .

thx for dis nite ! i was reli very enjoyed !

hey !! js 'makan' tat suck slut bitch la ! why not ar eu !!! XD

dis is how much i HATE her .

my picture tonite !

jun hin and bitto

fat guy but he funny ! ^^

my hair was so weird !

but i reli hapii with them . =]]

a driver oso a fren tat take care me .

thx so much !

frenship forever !!!! ^^

stupid jun hin sudden put a hand come broke my nice pic !


he driving on da way bring us go yam cha .
wieeee ~ ^^


bitto wit pak leng
da cutiie fren .
haha . he was damn funny and cute guy . ^^
he da most take care me de . thx !!!!!

没心情

每当和你一起的时候, 我能感觉到幸福,

可是, 只要我遇到一些突然出现的人,

不知是因为他们的出现, 那松开还是我的问题,

会感到恐惧, 而且很自然地也把手松开,

并不是想把你放开, 而是没那能力把你抓紧.

对你, 我不知信任有离我多近.

空间, 给的太多吗？

我知道大家都需要自己的空间,

所以我学了放开空间.

当初超没信心, 其实现在的我也一样,

只是比起当初的我多了一些.

很多道理我都很明白, 可是当自己经历的时候,

却是能那么难, 那么痛得.

我真得不喜欢吵架,

所以当我知道太多不想知道的东西, 还是不想开口的时候,

我只会对人微笑, 不想对人发脾气,

即使我有什么事, 也只有埋藏在心里.

没办法, 每一次都给最亲的出卖了,

所以只有在唱歌, 是我最好的发泄地方.

可是有好一段时间没去了,

心事在心里很闷, 很苦.

为什么我会是个爱哭的人?

是好还是不好呢？不知道.

继续努力改变是我最要做的事.

你的陪伴是我最大的力量！ ><

one year anniversary !

skul restart le . which oso means trial exam restart too .

haiss . today is bm 1 and math 1 .

for me math is still okiie . but i think bm i gonna dead le TT

sit under da fan and outside keep rain so heavy .

make me super cold today niaaa ><

back home rush to prepare den go out wait bus .

today all change le . hav to paid everytime when go up da bus . exp le ~!

volet almost lost and i take cab assap to kejar da bus and get it back .

lucky no one saw it . my whole tears gonna drop out .

find jo so long onii get da bottle but oso not full d . haizzz ~

after meet up babe yuki and shi ying .

went to low yat alone to find casper .

he ask me get home early and not to go out dis few day nite .

cz tml is chinese 14/7 . gosh !

go his house find him without inform him . XD

make a small supprise to him . but duno do he feel so anot leh . xixi !

i give a big bag wit small pack famous amos to him den go bak le .

cz daddy fetch me so i cant stay too long .

actually still got a supprise de .

but i think it still havent happen . ^^

mayb to others ppl will feel it js normal . nth so special .

but for me yes ! cz i do it wit all my heart .

lolzz . got 2 choice on dis sat .

either poppy or coco ? [ thinking ~ might stay home ! XDD ]

my hapiie one year anniversary !

thx for ur love on me and carrying me

i do love eu alwaysss ! ^^

my picture !!

1. cute panda

2. nice zodiac

3. black cat

[ actually i js love da word , but it not bad too ? ^^ ]

' have a wonderful memory we are holding hands together '

4. my summer pants

[ 4 things tat i buy ytd ]

my baby bear

nice to hug .

i will get them home in one day ! =]

da big supprise tat he havent noe ^^

wish he will like it lu .

reli so use heart to do it . O.O

our fav food .

yummy ~! ^^