The Promise ?

wake up at 1pm somethings
even edi sleep for long time ..
but still will feel tired bt duno why
facebook again ..
dis seems edi be a part of my life.
sudden saw someone fb bcum add fans
and read a post ..
the post make me angry ? dissapointed ?
all of it i get .
once again make me dissapointed .
make me think of .. he broke promise again ?
and few question come out from my mind ..
1.mayb still love .. but edi not much
2.i am nth to him ? nth special or even .. important
3.should i reli do tat
4.he nt appreciate me
5.why he always did the same things to me
i take it seriously and eu ?
all my meaning is rubbish ?
wat eu wan me to do huh ...?!
freedom i give eu ..
rest i give eu ..
i nt disturb eu when eu dun need me .
and eu duno wat i wan ?
mayb .. i reli should give up dis time .
how much chance i give ,
eu wont noe .
how much hurt i get ,
eu wont noe .
how dissapointed am i ,
eu wont noe too .
i take every promise seriously ..
and i noe i did many wrong too ..
bt it edi much more than the line i can tahan .
its too DEEP !
we are end ! from dis mins .
eu dun have to noe .
cz i cant feel it . eu js mm sek dak . dun eu?

fren:dun come ask me anythings happen to me.
the ppl care me will noe everythings.
the ppl will noe who i need dis moment.
eu dun need to noe. i dun plan to tell eu too .!
*for those ppl i dun need !*