Sorry need to say that today.
Sorry I can't be a good girlfriend for you.
Sorry that I hurt you.
I know million sorry also can recover the pain I hurt
but only I can do this.
Things become like this isn't because anyone.
Is just my problem.
Also is myself decision.
Ya,I always can't make a decision.
But in relationship..even I always annoying about it
still will make choice myself.
I hope can stop think about it.
Cause what I need now in life..
Is just to enjoy life and play with friends.
I don't wanna to think anything other than that.
2010年5月6日星期四
2010年4月27日星期二
Today, I stayed in library after class to do assignment, seriously it makes people so damn tired. He didn’t lunch with me because he had no class in this morning, so I hang out to having my lunch with Cindy, Vincent and Yong. The class after he used is our turn, so I met him outside and so I inform him later who I will going to do with. After finis our class, we went to computer lab to print our lecture note for next day, and he saw we seem talk like very fun, so he just called me and then go away. When I want go out to find him, he already lost. After that, I met him at library, but then when I want go find him, he lost again. As what I remember is how the feeling is my bf keep avoid me again! I do really don’t like it. He message told me that he gets angry when he saw me quite close conversation with other boy. Besides that, did he know how much I wish to hugs him tight that time? But, he had never listen my explain just gets angry and goes home. Kiro suddenly message me after that, but I just inform him that I need to do assignment in library and have no time to chat with. But, I will find him after I get homes, he asked me a stupid question that he actually know in somewhere else. Who knows he want to chase me back. Who is the first person said that won’t get back together with ex girlfriend? Who is the one makes thing become like this? That’s you! Don’t you know I feel crying and how sad am I after read it? But I know I was getting more angrier. After I know I just been together with you but is under other girl shadow to you and my tears will feel want to drop is also because you make me disappointed badly. I had asked myself do you really love me in that moment when I being with? You told me you used to treat me that cold before is because I treat you like how she treat as, you don’t know what to do. Don’t you know it all already not that so important to me? Yea, it might be very important to me for that time, but yet now already going pasted by two month, it’s over and it is also because you realize it too late. In 18 month we spend with each, it still not enough time to realize and awake who is the one who actually you want to be with? How much hurt I gets is more than you and for sure! Yes, it might not suppose to be but it is the truth. I hurt you many time with the small thing and you hurt me many time with the deeply thing. You not only broke my heart and also the confidence you gain into my heart. Besides that, I do think if I choose to be with you again, how’s my life would be? Will you still treat me that cold? Will still need me to spend my time just wait to see you or wait your message to inform me? Yea, we be together in a long time for both of us, but in that moment for you it is not me, the one you want to be with is not me and actually you not really know what I want or how I feel. In this time, I do hope you really know what I want for now. I used a long time to think should I leave or stay to wait you, but yet I choose to leave you because I know what kind of people I wants is already gone. I’ve think before if got one day you come and chase me back, might I will accept it. Unfortunate, we’re ungodly to be with. I’m sorry that my love already fall to another one that love me more than I love him and so take care me, and now I willing to be with him and love him more too, he’s my only one for now and might for eternal.
2010年4月15日星期四
come back
wooots ~ i seems have a long time didnt blog it
hmm .. actually i don't know what i wanna write.
share you somethings if you wan to know too..
even it gonna a month ago.
but i was still thinking..
even myself also do not believe that i break.
with the one i so deep love before.
and now i've found a new one.
maybe in other's ppl mind
im the one who played .
or the new one is nothing special or perfect
he's still the one i so love now.
he get to know my feeling all the time.
i was so glad to know him.
i don't mind to change anythings for the one i love
know what? in front of him.
i still can always do myself.
sometime i will 'ye man' or 'mm song' without reason
but he will still 'tam' back me as soon
even he was also angry or emo that time.:D
what i need is..
1.DO NOT HIDE anythings to me.
2.DO NOT BLUFF me.
3.love me as much as he can.
i feel he did it.
he melt my heart all the time.
and my confident because of this guys honest.
grow up slowly. get to trust him all the time.
but.. shh ~ he does not know about it. :)
i wouldn't hide him anythings.
i was thinking.. how long can we together.
as what he said ? really can we ?
hmm .. it's just will be a hope to me.
let's try and walk hard together.
i LOVE eu soooooo..
thx and sorry !
you will know what i meaning that.
BUN LAM TUCK YIK !
how can you melt my heart so deeply.!!?
hmm .. actually i don't know what i wanna write.
share you somethings if you wan to know too..
even it gonna a month ago.
but i was still thinking..
even myself also do not believe that i break.
with the one i so deep love before.
and now i've found a new one.
maybe in other's ppl mind
im the one who played .
or the new one is nothing special or perfect
he's still the one i so love now.
he get to know my feeling all the time.
i was so glad to know him.
i don't mind to change anythings for the one i love
know what? in front of him.
i still can always do myself.
sometime i will 'ye man' or 'mm song' without reason
but he will still 'tam' back me as soon
even he was also angry or emo that time.:D
what i need is..
1.DO NOT HIDE anythings to me.
2.DO NOT BLUFF me.
3.love me as much as he can.
i feel he did it.
he melt my heart all the time.
and my confident because of this guys honest.
grow up slowly. get to trust him all the time.
but.. shh ~ he does not know about it. :)
i wouldn't hide him anythings.
i was thinking.. how long can we together.
as what he said ? really can we ?
hmm .. it's just will be a hope to me.
let's try and walk hard together.
i LOVE eu soooooo..
thx and sorry !
you will know what i meaning that.
BUN LAM TUCK YIK !
how can you melt my heart so deeply.!!?
2010年4月2日星期五
'How To Train Your Dragon'
wanna meet up with bi momo and elaine today actually..
after fetch yao home, went to T.Square with bb.
watch "how you train your dragon" without jacket.
its cold for me. >.<
it is such a nice movie and the dragon is cute!
"hipcop?", "nite fure?" XD
hang around to look a shoes for coll.
met up my stupid bear casper gor and his bro at LawYat.
bought a pendrive from his bro. its Blue!
i still can't get a shoes i wan T.T
buy a McOrea before home. thx bb! :)
it is so jam..
so, we decide to fetch kai and suzuki(bb's fren) first.
rush home cz sis have no ppl fetch to organ class too.
and i need to take a jacket.
if organ class without JACKET i will be "COLD DIE"!!
after classes, went parkson station 1 to meet sis's fren.
they need to discuss their 'HongKong Travel'! O.O
waiting dad to fetch me home at there.
have a conversation with someone
but SORRY cz they are gaming ! ><
opps ~ and finally i bought a cheap nice watch there. ^^
after fetch yao home, went to T.Square with bb.
watch "how you train your dragon" without jacket.
its cold for me. >.<
it is such a nice movie and the dragon is cute!
"hipcop?", "nite fure?" XD
hang around to look a shoes for coll.
met up my stupid bear casper gor and his bro at LawYat.
bought a pendrive from his bro. its Blue!
i still can't get a shoes i wan T.T
buy a McOrea before home. thx bb! :)
it is so jam..
so, we decide to fetch kai and suzuki(bb's fren) first.
rush home cz sis have no ppl fetch to organ class too.
and i need to take a jacket.
if organ class without JACKET i will be "COLD DIE"!!
after classes, went parkson station 1 to meet sis's fren.
they need to discuss their 'HongKong Travel'! O.O
waiting dad to fetch me home at there.
have a conversation with someone
but SORRY cz they are gaming ! ><
opps ~ and finally i bought a cheap nice watch there. ^^
2010年4月1日星期四
HAPPY APRIL FOOL PEOPLE ! XD
today is 1st of april,APRIL FOOL !
many people also didnt realise it.
i like normally cant sleep as well
gonna 8am start keep awake
after i wake up the 1st things i did i wishing
all my best fren april fool . :)
today is also the 5th day they at NS
bored and nothings to do stay at home
while i playing facebook only
sudden get a msg, it make me shocked
the ppl i miss damn much, so worry.
LEE MUN YEE,MANYI.
she suddenly msg and wish it to me too.
but just the 2 msg .
the third msg she was lost.
hrmm .. hope they can coming back soooooooon ..!
my blog like so blank ..
but i so lazy to edit it now. ):
many people also didnt realise it.
i like normally cant sleep as well
gonna 8am start keep awake
after i wake up the 1st things i did i wishing
all my best fren april fool . :)
today is also the 5th day they at NS
bored and nothings to do stay at home
while i playing facebook only
sudden get a msg, it make me shocked
the ppl i miss damn much, so worry.
LEE MUN YEE,MANYI.
she suddenly msg and wish it to me too.
but just the 2 msg .
the third msg she was lost.
hrmm .. hope they can coming back soooooooon ..!
my blog like so blank ..
but i so lazy to edit it now. ):
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